16 March 2005

Practice

I haven't practiced this:
a stranger's kiss,
fresh hands finding their way
around buttons to undo me
and loose these folds
held fast by old lady briefs,
forgiven by stretch tencel.
And what would I think of your socks,
black, with tired elastic,
your underwear, your breath?
Or would rapture undo
the unromance
of thinking it through.
I haven't practiced this,
but last night,
we stole away to a corner
of my dream
where wives and husbands
were forgotten history
and stroking hair and gentle gropes
were recent lessons
well practiced.
I wake and moon you
all the morning,
swooning toward afternoon,
when you and I
will sort our children
at the bus stop,
maybe brush an elbow,
and walk back to our homes.

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The inspiration for this poem came from a simple line of found poetry, among other things. (Disclaimer: Poetry can sound real and not be true, just like a story. So don't be thinkin' I've got on old lady underwear beneath these fine J.Jill stretch tencel jeans.)





1 Comments:

Blogger S said...

Forbidden Desires

When she started working,
as a secretary,
at my place of work.
She was young,
and pretty,
and too good for me.
Besides I was,
married with,
two lovely children.

But my hands fantasised about,
undoing her bra stap,
so visible beneath,
her neat white blouse.
Of course my hands,
didn't stop,
their fantasy there.

But that was ten years ago.
I am more sensible now.
And she is married,
with two lovely children.

Recently my hands,
have found,
another fantasy.

A more dangerous fantasy,
than youth's lustful dream.
My hands now want, nay crave,
to touch her hands.
To touch her fingers,
would ease their ache.

At work,
from time to time,
she asks me to help her,
with her computer.
And I do,
for it is my job,
to help people,
with their computer.

I strive not to touch her,
and she strives,
not to touch me.
I fancy she knows what might happen.
She knows that if,
I touched her,
or if she touched me,
we would feel,
a powerful electric current,
running through our bodies.

But I am good, so good.
I don't invent things,
to see her about.
And she is good,
too good.
She doesn't invent problems,
for me to solve.
But we do,
make the most,
of what comes our way,
lingering over,
every,
little,
detail.

Her touch,
even her accidental touch,
would burn for days,
I would have to,
touch her in return.
But just a touch would,
not be enough.
I would have to,
hold her hand,
or hold her bare arm.
I would have to do this,
to let her know,
what she already knows.

And if I did hold her,
she would know,
know for sure,
that I want to,
that I need to,
look after her,
and her children,
for ever.

All doubt would have left her.
I would hold her hand,
so gently.
My fingers would,
caress her fingers,
so sweetly,
that her breath,
would be stopped.
She would also know because,
as gentle as I would be,
I would not let her go.

And when,
at last,
her face turns to mine,
she would find,
my eyes looking steadily,
into her,
fears, needs and desires.
She would know that,
I would attend to everything.

And I would take,
her slender hands,
and place them,
one,
by one,
behind her,
narrow back.
Then the fingers of,
my left hand,
would circle her wrists.
And hold them.

She would not struggle,
for my eyes,
would hold her eyes.

Eventually,
my right hand would,
find her neck,
and slowly draw her face,
and her lips,
close to my lips,
until we joined.

Such dangerous dreams.

3/18/2005 3:41 PM

 

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